Assignment...

Hi there..
i'm back..honestly, i really tired and sleepy right now...but, i need to update my blog...so, here i am.
This month is really tough for me! a lot of assignment i need to do..i'm going crazy because of this. Thanks God..because of him..i still can survive my life with it. When homework,lab work and assignment combine, i'm really can imagine how i'm gonna handle it! seriously, i lose my mind right now..i really can't think positively and normal..something wrong with my heads...i can't remember the important things! while when i start a prayer..i don't know what should i ask to Him..i'm getting blur..my eyes make me feel uncomfortable and i felt that my body caring something..and it really heavy...2 week i can't sleep if my lamp off..i'm scared. everything has changes...how could it be? what is happening with me? here i want to confession...last 2 week i can't stop myself watch blue movie...i don't know why this happen? i'm really loss somewhere...my believe in God become worst...i don't know why? seriously...i behave like not myself...i'm prayer to God and ask forgiveness. Please help and protect me from make a sin! I'm begging you...i realize that you never abandoned me..but i'm the one a who abandoned you. Please help me..i'm really scared, i don't want to be insane girl..i just want to be a normal girl with her happy life. Assignment really drive me crazy! that it for today...i pretty sure that i talk nonsense right here..please forgive me..night everyone and have a nice day! Last but not least...please remember that Jesus will always be there for us. Just find him back if you turn a wrong way..Amen.