A Day to Remember

What do you feel if?

One day, your parents died and you stay by yourself with your siblings:

Answer: Personally,I've no idea.

 I might be lost for awhile and started to think how precious 

they are while they still alive.Started to regret but nothing you can do because its to late.Feeling down,no hope,faith and love. Keep blaming myself for what happened and blame God for taking them away from me.Upset and disappointed with myself and its unforgivable.If,I'm not strong enough to deal this kind of situation, I might killed myself.I mean it.

Once, you let your emotion control your mind and body. All this will happen.

BUT IF:

I have to accept the truth, they're gone and will never come back. I will stay positive like I always did.Moving forward and no turning back.I believe,God have a plan for me and I shall continue to await.Stay strong no matter what happen.If you fall, get up and shine yourself.I believe, my parents will be proud of me no matter where they are.I have to help my siblings to move forward and continue their life.Show them, we can do this.God bless us and our journey just begun.

My advice to myself: Stay humble in everything you do, be a good role model to my siblings and always believe that, God always be there for you(HEART) to protect and guide you when you lost.

2014:Confession of Heart & Mind.

A Bachelor's Life

Hi 2014!

I don't know what to share about this year.

Okay...let me think!

1. I quit from my previous job as Administrative. Kingston Hotel.

2. Jobless at end of year 2013.

3. Cousin help me to enter Eminent Hotel. Administrative again.

4. January mode : Happy because highest salary I ever had. 

5. February (unplanned) : Attend driving classes

6. March (reason to stay) : Exposed to a lots of new thing

plus I get paid for OT and I can pay my loan. 

7. April (Blind date with Iban) : Because of him, I drop 2 kg.

Unfortunately, I decided to not see him. Realized that he is not a good person for me.

Status : Single, young and free! Hahaha

 Bad influence : Eat unhealthy food plus too much seafood and western. 

Quite expensive but satisfied. Someone told me about this ; 

"You work for it! So, you can eat, buy or wear anything you want". 

8. May : Meet a lawyer and the wife. Humble but unpredictable. 

Well, rich people. What do you expect?

9. June : When the lawyer and the wife take over : Everything mess up and nonstop resigned.

Bad feeling : Decide to quit and plan to stay jobless about a month. 

Resignation : Tender one month notice.

Beaufort : Attend Mariah's wedding. Malay. Stay : River Park Hotel. Everything run smoothly. Congrats to my uncle Judy Mandali. 

I salute you for being a good father. Stay single and be happy always. 

Four eyes : I bought new glasses! 

Job hunting : A friend of mine, she asked me to join her. 

Email : Resume.enter.send.

Interview : Pass and will start working 06/08/2014! Seriously? I got a new job! Thank Lord.

10. July (wise decision) : Hell yeahhh!!! 27/07/2014 was my last day and burden less ever!
No matter how bad or good they are.
I still respect them and thank you for the appreciation cake.

11. August (holidays) : 10 days only. 

Attend driving classes and old school friend wedding, create 5B group(whatsApp), 

bambangan hunting and last day, stay at home with my beloved mum.

12. First day working : Nervous because consider myself (zero) at that moment.
 Lunch at Jack & Pot. Madam treat.
Welcoming me and Farewell to Michelle.
Surprised : I have a student and I'm going to teach them. Very soon. Thank guys.
Bookkeeping & UBS : New thing to learn and its not easy to understand.  People like me, oh my. Good luck my dear.


The latest update about my life.
God bless you dear.
Stay positive and keep smiling no matter what happen.
You're not insane but you just a human.