Motivate myself with some qoutes..

Today is wednesday...I have one more day to study advanced multimedia...Waaa..I just cover 1 chapter only..how I'm gonna pass this exam? Oh gosh...stress!!! Even though I study hard for this subject..I still can't get it..it useless. So, I decide to cheers myself with some motivate quotes..and its really works. Thanks God. When I stress I'll directly say this "I think I can" until sleep..huahuahua *crazy*. There's funny thing..while I'm take my time in toilet..I keep saying this "Hey you!!! Stupid girl. Please study la..haiyooo!" Not funny laaa..adoi! *sowt*
I need someone that can motivate me! But who? Hurmm...If I pray.. I don't know what to ask..sometimes I blur...OMG..what happen to me? Oh God, please help me..
 I love these qoutes..


Take Time: Take time to think-It is the source of all power.
Take time to read- It is the fountain of wisdom.
Take time to play- It is the source of perpetual youth.
Take time to be quiet- It is the opportunity to seek God.
Take time to be aware- It is the opportunity to help others.
Take time to love and be loved- It is God?s greatest gift.
Take time to laugh- It is the music of the soul.
Take time to be friendly- It is the road to happiness.
Take time to dream- It is what the future is made of.
Take time to pray- It is the greatest power on earth.
Take time to give- It is too short a day to be selfish.
Take time to work- It is the price of success. There is a time for everything. . . .
[Ecclesiastes 3:1-8]Bible

Please hold my hands Jesus.. you're the only  hope that I have in my life..

I wish this week I can go church..I really miss you Jesus..

Problem again..

1st, I can't focus on my study..so many thing i need to think and figure out..
2nd, my sister have to find another work..this friday would be the last for her..Shella, you so pity you know..I wish you could find another good job after this.*sobbing*
3rd, I have to solve my friends problem..He just breakup..i think, if i'm not wrong..He ask how to handle it..OMG..seriously, i don't know how to help him..i just advice him and tell him that he should accept the truth and be strong...that all..

I'm really sorry..

Hey, i don't mean to text you like that..but, if i don't do it u'll never know about it..right? I'm really sorry...i wish our friendship still okay..honestly, its my fault..i should tell you that my sister really don't  like you...
You know why? because your behave and your personality..i'm sorry....actually my mum do like you, but because of my sister..she turn after you...you know what, i'm the one who getting hurts here..i try to cover and protect you from my sister.Do you know how i feel? Oh gosh...its okay. I feel so bad because that. Waaa...i hate this feeling..

I hate you guys so much..you know why? let me tell you..

Firstly, you guys are fucking bitch! No feeling at all...you guys doesn't care about it...O crap..I use bad words already..sorry for that..but, truthly, you guys are SH**!!!

Vampire Nite

Waaa..first time i join my friends attend dinner...before this i never have a change to go with them..but tonight was wonderful and fantastic dinner that i ever attend..All the lecturer are sporting..they sing and dance like young people like us..huahua..so amazing it isn't?..Waaa...after that we dance..my dance is horrible and disgusting..ish3..and friends of mine are realized about it...OMG..ashamed of me...huhu..never mind...He also watch me dance..Omooo...i feel uneasy and shy...hahaha...Then the bad memory that been create by tonight is...i fall down and my leg get hurt....so pity right? I thanks GOD that my face didn't get hurt..huhu..so, my lesson tonight is..don't run witn  HEEL ok!!! Aigoo..i'm feel sorry to noni because of her HEEL U_U..
That its for today...Nite everyone..Amen.

I wish i could write a good post...

Hohohohohohohohohoho....what should i write? don't know oO..My brain is empty=O!!!
I miss my mum...but i can't go back..no money..huhu...

Nonsense!!!

Stupid girl

Boringggg...

Silly..

Crazy

Lonely..

Naughty...

Sot..

Loser!

Schema..

No hopeless...

Pity..

Lack of Love...

Being a nice person is hard...

Love Chocolate...

I don't like to do that..but the truth? no one know...

I hate this feeling so much!!!!

Please don't make me crazy unless you will lost your breath for last time. Seriously..if you really want to make it and do it...please be serious..i'm not the only who want all this thing happened. So, please don't get me mad..i don't care what you guys say about me...I know I'm not perfect, not pretty , not clever as you guys..so please...don't abundant me. I know each of us has responsibility.. so please be responsible...i'm really lost and confused. You guys born from rich and talented family..compared with me..i'm totally different..i'm poor person and knowledge..i came here to gain knowledge and not to fight with you guys. So please.....i'm begging you all..don't push me to do something stupid. Please understand my situation..you guys really amazing..even though you not excel in part..but exam you guys can do well. Seriously...i hate this feeling..i don't like to push people..but if don't do this i might loss my mark and my pride. 22 years old? Wow! so challenging age...I feel better after write all this..if not..i don't what happen later....i believe..Jesus always be with me..please help me and show me the way to solve all this mess...sorry for everything..i'm not a good servant..