Hye pupils..
What's new?
Hurm..anyway, today i'm gonna update everything start from the day I coming home.
Well, 14 of May was the day that we left that island. By the way, I would like to say "Arigato gozaimasu" to uncle Sami because allow me and ponyo to follow join mimi balik kg. Uncle, u're the best!
First day: I woke up around 9am..then I started to do my routine day which is cleaning house " i'm officially become a MAID again!" XD~. Around 11.30am, i done everything. Then, i took 30 minute to take a bath and make myself fresh like a flower ^^,.
TV1,2,3 and NTV7 are my choice when i started to watch a movie..What? A movie? hurmmm...honestly, I hate TV3 it is because of the sponsored by..haizzz. What to do looo! i don't have the periuk. Never mind, NTV7 & TV2 are still become my no. 1 in my heart. If i want to watch inkgrissh movie (midnight only), i can press no. 2 & no.4 for Rachel Ray & Martha Stewart show. I love RR & MS show so much.
I don't know if i could finished this. So many mosquitoes inside my room. I can't focus and right now, i'm going to donate my blood for them while i hearing my big bro snoring at down stairs! Arrrghhhh!!! Calm down silon..calm down.
Second day: Outing with my lovely cousins (Megalong sja pun) =.="
Third day: As a usual, i become a maid again and on that day, my sista leave me alone at home..(working2).
And the next day...I started to packing. I have to run away...i need a freedom for my brain.
Tambunan, here i come...
I having a hard time completing my words because of this...(annoyance of the dog, lizard, and mosquitoes ). *mad* then, i play frontierville!
I've been a weeks in Tambunan.We did as what we plan before and now, i laying on my mattress and typing the words. Selling satay is my precious moment. For the first time selling in a real situation. Not bad at all, we all did it well. We managed sell everything we have :). That's all? so pity~
I have to confess, this time...i don't feels like before..not excited at all..just ordinary only. I don't know why. I felt like my body was there and my soul stay at home. Well, i'm really sorry...i have to say like this. I really appreciate every moment we spent together and i won't forget it. I just want to be myself..I'm tired pretending like someone else...this is not me.Opps..out of topic!
Expression of Liver~
Thinking about my future!!! I don't have enough time to get what i want. I scared one day, I die and can't get what i desire. The most i afraid of is leaving my family and become a sister. I felt like i'm taking a test. OMG! I think i'm going to die.I can feels it. If one day, i appear from this earth...I wish my family will be strong . Before i die, I'll forgive everyone who hurts me. Please forgive me and don't blame my family and please don't looks down one's nose on them. I don't like it. I don't know why I saying this. its all sudden. Oh Lord, please help me.. give me strength. Engkau kuatkanlah imanku dan berikanlah aku kekuatan dan ketenangan agar aku bisa menghadapi semua rencanamu.
Jesus..show me the way. Hold my hand and bring me with you.
I like this *When you get older, you can't stop thinking about life*
Selagi kita bernafas di muka bumi ini, lakukanlah pekerjaan yang mulia.
loved,
Morgan.
