A Day to Remember

What do you feel if?

One day, your parents died and you stay by yourself with your siblings:

Answer: Personally,I've no idea.

 I might be lost for awhile and started to think how precious 

they are while they still alive.Started to regret but nothing you can do because its to late.Feeling down,no hope,faith and love. Keep blaming myself for what happened and blame God for taking them away from me.Upset and disappointed with myself and its unforgivable.If,I'm not strong enough to deal this kind of situation, I might killed myself.I mean it.

Once, you let your emotion control your mind and body. All this will happen.

BUT IF:

I have to accept the truth, they're gone and will never come back. I will stay positive like I always did.Moving forward and no turning back.I believe,God have a plan for me and I shall continue to await.Stay strong no matter what happen.If you fall, get up and shine yourself.I believe, my parents will be proud of me no matter where they are.I have to help my siblings to move forward and continue their life.Show them, we can do this.God bless us and our journey just begun.

My advice to myself: Stay humble in everything you do, be a good role model to my siblings and always believe that, God always be there for you(HEART) to protect and guide you when you lost.

2014:Confession of Heart & Mind.